What We Take In Influences What We Put Out - Media Influences on Creativity

Been trying hard (I think) to get back on a regular writing schedule since recovering my energy (still working on that - 2-3 years of anemic lethargy). I've made some strides - planning a 4-hour writing afternoon mini--retreat once a month with my writing group (we've done two), setting up some times to work on writing and editing projects at home, my office, and at my current favorite cafe... attempting to set up some accountability partners and such. But results seem to be...not as expected.

I am at that cafe now. I've been here for two hours. Planned to work on some writing. But, alas, I have not... what have I been doing instead?

• Online chatting with 2 friends in other countries - good to catch up, though!
• Texting with a local friend regarding a mutual friend in another country...
• Group chatting with my scavenger hunt team - our annual hunt begins in four days!
• A little bit of emailing and updating event pages...

Not entirely unproductive, but not what I planned either. 

And now I am at a crossroads - my car repair is complete, and I can go get it and help a friend with some apartment hunting before my writers group meets tonight, or I could stay here and actually try to get to some of the writing tasks I had planned to do. So, obviously, writing this blog post is the logical next step, LOL.

I have been feeling very "out of phase" lately. Like an episode of Star Trek, I am in a time bubble moving slower than the world around me. I don't actually feel slow, but since time is speeding by me, I must be in another space-time dimension, right?

I've downloaded an app called Podcoin, too. Unrelated, I know, but it is incentivizing me to listen to more podcasts, something that has been on my To-Do list for years. IN the past, the only podcasts I've enjoyed and listened to with any frequency have been Writing Excuses and Welcome to Nightvale. Starting in February, after much prodding by a friend of mine (and fellow Buffy fan), I began listening to Buffering the Vampire Slayer, and a I caught up to season 4, the accompanying podcast Angel on Top. I am caught up now - they are both on summer hiatus. So, I've been trying other podcasts. 

Two that I am really enjoying are My Favorite Elliot Smith Song (each episode is 15-20 minutes long - yay - and features a musician or celebrity discussed their favorite Elliot Smith song) and My Favorite Episode (a Variety produced podcast hosted by Michael Schneider), where TV stars and producers gather to discuss their favorite TV episodes ever, from classic shows to current series and their own work. At 20-30 minutes each, My Favorite Episode is also a digestible chunk of time. I recently tried to listen to Dax Shepard's podcast called Armchair Expert...good premise, good guests, but most episodes are about two hours long! I mean, can't he hire an editor? I may still pick at an episode of it here and there, but I have a lot of other media to consume. 

As writers and creators, what we consume can influence and inspire us in a multitude of ways. Obviously, the aforementioned podcast has kicked up my interest in listening to the music of Elliot Smith, as well, and I'm really enjoying (in that good, sad way) his last album, From A Basement On A Hill. I've also been listening to a few of my favorite classic Cure albums, mostly Faith, Pornography, and A Head On The Door. That retro audio trip has come about since I randomly had a dream I had last week about hanging out with Robert Smith and Simon Gallop and the band behind the scenes at a concert at the Moore in downtown Seattle. (That never happened never would happen and was sparked by I-don't-know-what!). I also went on an alt-80s binge, inspired by seeing Howard Jones (a dear favorite of my 14-year-old self!) and Men Without Hats perform live (my first time for both).

I was a volunteer for Lifelong AIDS Alliance last weekend at the Bellingham Pride Parade and Pride Fest. Decorating a Jeep as a float, passing out condoms and candy in a twenty-minute parade route, while a beautiful drag queen performer danced atop the "float" to such great songs as I'm Every Woman, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun, I Feel Love, and Born This Way. 

I'm currently keeping up in real time TV with Fear the Walking Dead, Claws, and some late night TV, of course. I've watched the latest series of Stranger Things on NetFlix, and caught up on the latest Supernatural - seasons 13 and 14 - this past week. 

       

I've been terrible about making time to read...spending way too much time playing games on my mobile phone: my forever ones - Words with Friends, Boggle with Friends, Wordox, and Scattergories, as well as My Singing Monsters (been playing nearly 2 years) and the newly added Board Kings, Cookie Jam, Happy Glass, and Draw This. Yikes! Too much!

I am in the midst of reading some massage work related stuff - Oncology Massage, catching up on some industry journals, and refreshing my knowledge of Body Mechanics For Manual Therapists. I'm also (not) reading Craig Ferguson's newest memoir, Riding the Elephant, and a 1989 book by Mary Taylor Simeti called Sicilian Food: Recipe's from Italy's Abundant Isle. I am amazed and sometimes brought to tears by the familiarity of this book to my childhood. I had no idea how much of my family food history and personal food choices were so closely related and inspired by the history of Sicily... my blood speaks to me! Great stuff, as I delve back into those memoirs around my Sicilian family stories. 

So, my current media consumption seems to be centered around:

• My Sicilian heritage
• The melancholy music of my formative teenage years and twenties
• The television of my youth - childhood, teens, and twenties - and more recent favorites
• Stories of urban dark fantasy and horror

And I'm writing (or working on):

• Memoir from my teenage years and twenties
• Essays on women, culture, and alternative stories in media
• Short stories of dark urban fantasy, horror, and fairy tale
• Historical Fiction around my grandfather's teenage life
• Expanding my writing community and education

There's a lot going on, and I'm just trying to encapsulate and understand it. It's been an uphill battle to reclaim my creative life (as well as my social life), energy, and health, and it's not done, but I'm trying. I want to really build that train track and ride the momentum of routine, inspiration, and creative productivity. 

I bought this business planner called ifocus, to help me organize my project goals and time, but I haven't really sat down with it yet to learn it. I spent about half an hour with it, writing up my planned goals and uses for the journal...but I need to do more. On the to-do list...but maybe for AFTER my scavenger hunt week...

I also just downloaded an app called Time Track, to help me track how I spend my time. I did this the hard way last year, with an excel spreadsheet and color-coded entries... it is useful to see how we are spending our time. I will probably post about that progress in a few weeks.